I work in shipping, and am a licensed forklift operator. My job is okay, I just really am struggling to pay my bills making 16.65 an hour. I have a wife, a 1 year old daughter, my wife's 15 year old sister and a dog and 2 cats, and I'm the only one working because child care is just too expensive. Between my bills, and the cost of feeding everybody, I'm constantly broke. I also have to drive 30 minutes one way to work. I started looking for a closer job, or one that just pays better in general, but on indeed and every other website I've found, my pay of 16.65 is by far the best in the area. I'm struggling so much, and when I saw that I just started crying. I can't do this anymore. I am already the last on the list of needs, and I just can't do it anymore. My wife started selling nudes online, but the only guys she gets connected with are people who are demanding content up front, and fuck that shit. I wanna kill myself, but if I did that I would leave my family to fend for themselves, and I can't do that. Sometimes that fact makes me look at my family like a prison, and I hate myself even more for that. I just don't know what to do anymore.