I will get fired today. I am sure of it. If there’s anything that I’m good at it’s connecting the dots…
I am not too sad about it, but I just can’t shake off the feeling of anxiousness. It is very surprising to me, as up until now I received quite a positive feedback but it could have been just smoke an mirrors. I don’t know what I will do, honestly, as I am not prepared for this.
It’s not a very constructive post, but I’m not here to do anything but getting this out of my system.
I have legitimately no plans from now on, and furthermore I am unprepared for the next steps, but I suppose all I can do is keep my head up. That’s what I will do. I refuse to get emotional, or show that it’s affecting me in any way. Let’s see how today goes. If I do get fired- that’s fine. I was expecting this to happen for a while now, as (with my job in sales) I did not bill for a while.
Life happens, shit happens, I move on…