I grew up with a dad who hates the system but work in a job that makes decent money BUT is physically killing him
My mom worked at one place her whole career and is now owning the same buisness.
I am working at a job that is killing my mental health, that took me over 5 years to get back to at least liveable.
I have applied to probably over 1000 jobs, either to get scammed, sent a hour assessment taken and not heard back, and much more.
I'm so fucking tired today.
I know others out there have it worse. I know it but today is the day where am I am so tired I can't even make tears.
I don't think I have a bad work ethic I just was raised through parents who had different backgrounds one is dieing to live decently literally and the other one is comfortable owning a buisness she's worked in for over 50 years.
I can't own a buisness I don't have the space or the funds. I would like to at least I'm my own boss and no one's gonna yell at me if I take a extra five cause my depression is clawing at my insides.
I'm just tired people of reddit. I'm just so fucking tired.