Am 25 about to be 26 i finished college 2 yrs ago, out of college i had a job at an animation studio for 1 month before covid hit and i had to quit but i was relieved because i would go in at 8 in the morning and won't come home until 10-11 at night and i was being paid 130$ a month ( minimum wage isn't a thing in india) ever since i have been earning a living via art commisions online.. some months are great others not so much.. i do live commision to commision and i don't know if i should get a stable job.. but just the thought of working 60-70 hrs a week with no personal life or time for anything else really scares me… On the other hand me never having a decent pay in life scares me too because no-one is gna hire me without “job experience” , work visas will be impossible without “job experience” and i am very lost on what to do . How do you guys cope with this ? Toe it seems like am just doomed