I can't. I nearly lost my last job over this, before losing it for other reasons. 🙁
I legitimately don't have the drive in me. I can do anything, I'm a fun, energetic girl but as soon as you tell me I have to work for 9 hours, 5 days a week, I find that there is nothing deep within me that wants me to keep going that way. Minus the money loss, I'm glad I was let go. My sense of well being has increased, things are better other than financially.
I am dreading the day I have to start seeking employment again. I just want to be free.