I just had an hour mental break down panic attack because no matter how hard I try, I still can’t afford to stay afloat. My job pays really well so I don’t understand why I’m struggling so much. I can’t even afford to eat more than once a day, it seems nearly impossible to save any money when inflation is out of control. It just doesn’t seem worth it. I’d rather die than continue to stress and stay a slave to money. How is everyone else doing okay? Especially people with kids. God I can’t even imagine if I had a child now I’d feel like even more of a failure and loser. I feel like running away from this bullshit system we’re forced to live under. I’m so sick of being controlled by money. I feel like playing in traffic right now I’m so upset. Thinking of getting another job but that sounds like hell. None of us should have to work 2-3 jobs just to be able to afford to eat. I’m losing my mind. I just need to rant. I have no one to talk to so this seemed like a decent option. Hope everyone’s doing okay.