It is my desire to make money. It is my desire to have a steady income of money. It is my desire to have a source of money. I do not know what steps that I should take. I do not know if I should get in a job that is not good . I do not know if I should get a job at a random whim. I do not necessarily need to survive off of money because of the food pantries and the church is giving out food every day. one or two days out of the week I may not get that much food but it’s still enough to keep me fed for now I want money I want an apartment I want a car or some mode of transportation, I want to get off the streets but everyone has their own thing going for them that they do every day they’ve been doing for years and then I just can’t show up out of the blue and accept any random job with no experience or a help wanted poster when it’s an old lady sitting behind the register that hardly speaks much English. It’s a conflict of interest, especially with people that don’t agree with me people talk about work people talk about jobs, but then they say oh I’m not ready to work. I’m not ready for a job so you’re just content with being a lowlife scumbag that’s OK.