Every time I wake up to go to work I stay in bed for 1-2 hours dreading the day of constant scrutiny criticism and discrimination, I can't get time off to visit the doctors I can't get time off to interview from other jobs, I'm living in hotels five days a week and only get to really speak to friends for what is essentially a one day weekend due to travelling, I want to just say “fuck it” and walk off site but I know my parents at home will berate me for it and possibly kick me out, what do I do? I'm trapped in a job being used as a punching bag for management. I just can't stay working or I will end up dead.