To be 100% honest living this way sucks. Living to pay rent and no place wanting to give you A decent pay/full time/40hours a week. Going to job interviews and hearing “we’ll contact you within 48 hours” and never hearing from that company again. Doing 30 minute long assessments just feel like another name in a file. Getting told that you’re gonna be a shift manager but then on first day hearing from everyone that they only work about 15 hours a week.
I’m so tired of living every single day not knowing where my next meal is coming from or even how I’m gonna pay rent this month because a company decided to randomly cut my hours. Honestly it’s caused me to be in a really deep depression because everyone else seems to be traveling and doing really really well and I can’t even pay my rent on time no matter what job I go to no matter how hard I work no matter how much money I bring in the company or how good of a salesman I am nothing ever means enough to these companies. Every job is so stressful for no reason at all and some of these jobs take themselves way too seriously but then tell you this job a teenager could do. Please tell me what teenager can come in and work 40 hours a week. I just don’t know what to do anymore the only thing that seems good to do is deliver my car and just pay for a gym membership just so I have to stop living so horribly but then I just have to trade one bad situation for another.