I didn't wanna go to work today but I can't afford to take the day off.
I don't wanna go to work today &
I'm slowly beginning to feel like I'm not living up to my potential.
I work as a janitor. Been working sine I was 14 and have had a job in almost just about every field that their is.
I've been dishwasher, a linecook, stocker, manager, worked in property maintenance, as a janitor, fry cook, supervisor, production assistant, security guard, drug counselor, home health aid, Sales Representative, & worked overnights.
But despite by experience and history I have always felt Just. Over. Broke. Today, I'm a 30 year old single father of 2 & I feel inadequate as a man becaue I can't provide the comfort and life that wish to for my kids, let alone myself.
Everyday I see videos ad examples of people who are younger than me with less than me who are able to create unique ways find success on & offline. Making Tens of hundreds of thousands of dollars for doing virtually Nothing. & here I am, working harder. NOT smarter.
I created a tiktok & YouTube hoping to monetize my work experience & to create another stream of income. Idk really know what to do. I'm abit afraid and ashamed to admit that I don't know what I'm doing.