I currently work in engineering and I’ve come to the realisation that I don’t actually enjoy working. Some people are born to do hard work and love being under stress and getting home covered sweat after a hard days work.
I just don’t like that. I don’t want to be under any sort of stress. I don’t want to feel like I have any expectations on time or goals. I want to be able to turn up and do little bits that are fun and enjoyable that contribute to the job as I see fit. I love riding my bike and have started riding to work recently but I don’t feel like I can make money from that.
I don’t feel like there’s a job out there for me that fits this box and will pay well.
Hard work is awful. I don’t want to do it and don’t like it.