I am someone who is sensitive to pain. I am someone who was diagnosed with cerebral palsy affecting on the right side of my mobility skills. When see me walk, I limp ever so slightly if not ever. I have a degree in Business Economics and graduated at a UCI in 2016. I did not have a back up plan and ended up working in retail for 5 years as a cashier and sales associate. Now, I work as an Accounts Payable and I absolutely loathe it. I dread the office environment because I cant really connect with anyone, it's just a bunch of elderly ladies, there's no one in my age group. I'm 28 and I'm sick of it, I feel like I'm not getting anywhere in life. I feel that I should reapply to another accounting job or work in IT, but I'm just so frustrated that I'm by myself. My brother, sister, and mother are the reason why I keep going but I just…. damn it. I need more direction in my life, or I was just so wasteful in my 20's
I wish I could start over, TO HELL WITH IT ALL