I work in marketing, I’m an associate. I recently got put on a project to lead with an outside agency.
It’s a massive project and I actually had to submit for the budget for it so I know it’s over 200 k from now until the end of the year.
I feel like they know I will fail this and it will give them a reason to fire me. I’ve been there less than a year and the stuff that goes into this project should be a more experienced manager.
The reason I’m rly convinced is bc we also work w another agency and I manage that relationship and my boss let it slip that they know the agency won’t be able to produce the work we’re looking for so it gives us a reason to hire someone to do the work.
This makes me think the logic is the same behind the project I’m leading. I’ve been sick over this since I’ve gotten it. I don’t want to sleep tonight because I don’t want it to be tomorrow and I have to deal with work again. I feel like I’m going to have a mental breakdown. I can’t handle this and I truly hate the way the working world works.