Just the fact that I spend my life in a fucking 3 shift job after I spent basically all my life before that point to study, just so I can get a mediocre/good paycheck, from which I can buy stuff that make me happy for a couple hours or so, and spend the rest on bills.
I have been in this job for 2 yrs and even tho with my coworkers I get along fine, I just simply dont care about my job. Im depressed, burnt out, I cant have sick days as they will cut my “premium” AND threaten me that they will fire me. And thats considered normal around where I live.
I have only 20 days-off a year, which would be fine, if I wouldnt work on the weekends and had full weekends, but, since it is continous 3 shift I rarely get even 2 days between work weeks, usually its 1-1.5day.
Also, your body is getting fucked up badly from one week 6am-2pm, one week 2pm-10pm and one week 10pm-6am nonsense.
You could say that I should change my job, thats probably right, but I just know I would hate that one too. Simply this whole idea of I have to spend half my day to work and travel fucking crushes my soul and my mind.