i will try to keep this brief while still including all important info! to start: i (22F) am Very disabled, i was born disabled and then abused really badly by my dear old dad for most of my life so im pretty messed up (severe ptsd plus multiple disorders) tried to get on disability, couldn't, i dont even qualify for it anymore since too much time has passed since i stopped working. i worked a bunch of stuff growing up before i realized how disabled i am, and basically, it nearly killed me lol.
anyway, i cant work any job that requires me to leave my house and i need to be able to set my own schedule. that alone is difficult to find. i cant work full time either, its too much for me. i tried to sell my art but its very difficult and im not exactly good at advertising myself or putting myself out there.
i could barely make any money. and it was draining to put my heart into paintings and have it be for basically nothing. anyway, if im about to be homeless and my debts are getting worse.
i briefly considered being a camgirl but decided that isnt the path i want to take with my life. right now my best option feels like customer service?
i just really want to turn my life around – the first twenty years or so were completely taken from me, and i just want to be happy and comfortable and be able to afford food and stuff. i just want to live.
anyway, i would really appreciate some help on what to do… i dont have anyone to go to for help, im on my own, and the way everything works sort of confuses and scares me to be honest.
thank you.