I recently got a job at a small juice bar that really and genuinly cares about its people over its profits
The biggest problem is that working all these hours still makes me want to take a really short bungie jumping trip
My work/life balance is still absolute garbage and I wake up daily paralyzed and unable to do anything but anxiously await when I'm supposed to be on the clock when I could be keeping up with my home
My relationship is suffering because I'm bearing most of the financial load so my fiancé can go to cosmetology school, but the stress that puts on my shoulders is too much for me to handle
I still can't write the novel I've been toying with for 8 years because I come home so mentally and physically exhausted that I have no drive to do what I'm passionate about
There really isn't any point in this nonsense perpetual grind for nothing
I guess I just came to scream into the void that I hate wasting my youth on LITERALLY NOTHING
Years are burning in my fucking hands and I haven't done anything with my life in any sense to finally just not despise waking up every morning
I want out, man
This shit sucks