I don't know what to say. I literally worked at a small local pharmacy and I'm literally about to burst into tears. And I'm sorry if there are some grammer mistakes here and there.
Am I seriously that valueless? I swear this was a three month probation period and I would still continue to work there afterwards, but I guess not. It was a test to see if I could bring in as much money for them for $15 an hour and apparently, I didn't uphold to their standards.
Just how hard do I have to break or sell my soul to stay at a place at this point? I'm only 19 and I have a herniated disc and everywhere hurts in my body. I feel like a 60 year old man stuck inside of a 19 year old body!
I'm shaking and I feel ashamed to face anyone tonight. I don't want to talk to my parents because now I have to tell them I got terminated. What are they going to say to me other than I should have worked harder? Hoe could I get a score of 2 out of 5 when I'm pretty sure the owner still pulled in lots of money during that time. Is every single employee supposed to bring a 100% increase to his profits or something for him to finally pay someone 25 cents more?
I'm tired. I'm only 19 and I'm freaking tired of life. I never went to college because it wasn't for me. What am I supposed to do now when I live in a small town where Merck and a train station rules this place?
I can't do this anymore.