These are handwritten (terribly and sometimes illegibly handwritten) timesheets from traveling nurses so they're very complex; they're also FULL of mistakes that I have to figure out and fix (whether it be the date, the times, the totals, etc.). The whole system is so archaic and chaotic it puts me in the verge of an anxiety attack sometimes. And today I was told I'm not doing enough and should be able to do all of them (that'd be more like 45 a day, and that number just keeps getting larger as they hire more nurses like every 3 weeks). I cried on and off all day today. I feel like a failure. I already suffer depression and anxiety and to be told I'm not doing enough when I actually feel like I'm doing TOO much…ugh. Just venting.