Most mornings when I’m riding the train to work I get this feeling. I don’t know exactly what to call it. What I do know is, I’d feel this same emotion as a very small child on my way to school. It’s a strange feeling of dread, isolation, abandonment, discontent from any comfort, and just a longing to not be doing what you have to do. I’ve only got this feeling from going to school as a young child and as an adult going to work. I want a job where I don’t get this awful pit in my stomach and feel like crying for mommy.