We have a very small team and haven’t been able to keep staff (massive staff churn) I’m the longest serving person and have been doing the work of multiple people for years.
I started having panic attacks and wishing I would be in a car accident on the way to work, just so I would have a reason not to go.
Even though I know I needed to leave, I can’t help feeling like I’m letting people down and doing the wrong thing.
Yes, I know there is something wrong with me but I can’t seem to fix it.