I used to enjoy going to work. I used to get so much satisfaction out of the accomplishments I could achieve. Paired with the ability to help people and build something bigger than me, work used to be a place of progress for me. Recently I've been extremely depressed with how toxic and mismanaged our project has got. For context, I work in a construction environment, with a focus in network infrastructure. I've been attempting to step up in my company and as part of that, I asked (really begged) for more responsibility. What I got instead was my boss taking tons of work off his plate and putting it on mine. Then him telling me this is my “new position” and “this is what you do to move up.” One week were working a swing shift, 5pm to 3am due to some occupancy limitations. This happened to be my first day in this “new position.” It's 330 AM and most of the guys have left. I was so tired I could barely keep my eyes open, let alone feel comfortable with the 30 minute commute home. The last words my boss says on his way out (at like 10pm before any one else)…… “So you'll be here at 7am right?” The only option I felt safe to do was sleep on the floor in the office. And I did. To no surprise I was an absolute zombie the next day. So bad…He sent me home anyway. I just want to like my job again.