I like smoking weed and have been working for a clinic as a Covid position. Easiest job I could’ve imagined having I sat there and took temperatures. That was mainly it. I got paid more than any other job too. I knew it was a temporary job but it still lasted about a little over a year. Then I applied for a different position for the company because when I was hired they said they’d put me somewhere else when the previous position ends. Which I had to do all of the rehire stuff even though I was working for the same company! I had to quit smoking again and I was surprised I passed the drug test considering I only quit for a month. But I think they’re so desperate that maybe they didn’t care?
Anyways, I got hired on and they’re only paying me .50 cents more. This position is almost harder than any job I’ve had so far. She said it’s not an easy job when hiring me. So I’ve been optimistic and trying to stay positive but I suddenly feel defeated. I had to take a exams for this job which I failed one of them. I cried to the lady and expressed this is supposed to be a side job. I felt confident but now I wasn’t so sure. They are constantly on my ass about coming in which is fine because they need to know. But it’s like I can’t separate myself from my job. They’re always in my business. Whereas my first job, it’s pretty chill and they just expect me to do my job.
So, the more I think about it the less I wanna work such a hard job that I feel should be a much higher pay. I’d rather do a simpler job for less pay. Or even aim for a higher paying job if I’m gonna work this hard.
In the clinic setting I also hear a lot of anti Covid talk from the doctors and nurses. They treat me like I’m less than them. My bosses talk to me like I’m a child. I deserve better. I’m a free spirit and I’m an artist. What the hell am I doing at a clinic.
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