Im a preschool teacher in the best case scenario. I work at an amazing private preschool where management cares about the workers, I am paid pretty well for a teacher (14.75 an hour) and I get to work with one of my best friends. And yet I am so burned out and anxious. I love the kids I teach but its so so hard (theyre 2-3 and a lot have new younger siblings). I dont feel good at my job. I want to go to college to do something else but I cant afford it at all. I have a terrible low back that makes many days excrutiating. I just want to cry. This isnt what life should be. I was actually excited when i got covid because I wouldnt have to work. Im so so tired and im only 22. I know I dont want to teach after this job even though I love the kids this is soul draining. The behaviors are so hard to manage, I actually got bit on the arm last week so hard im still very bruised and swollen. I dont know what to do. Ive never done any other job but this is too much.