I don’t care anymore. I’ll take the van down by the river over the office with a view of it. At least I’d be free to spend my time as I damn well please instead of going through the motions trying to fit in with a society antithetical to human happiness. I’m tired of working a job I can’t stand for scraps. I’m tired of feeling like my life is just sand in an hourglass rapidly draining as I occasionally stick my head out for some fresh air. I’m dying a slow death and every day it’s a struggle not to go kamikaze on the drive in. I’m gonna be dead in 30 years. Why am I still pretending this is anything but a scam to make a handful of people wealthy at the expense of human happiness? Drugs are the only thing keeping me sane but I’ve been told they are bad so contemplating quitting on new years. Who am I kidding? Just give me an old van and I’ll take my fucking sorry ass as far away from this shit as possible. Anyone make it work?