I want to throw up, I hate work and I wish I miss being unemployed.

My work is so stressful to me but I can’t leave because I need the money right now. I’m not new, I’ve been working here for nearly a year yet it still feels so strenuous even though I know what I am doing. I seriously wish I could crawl up into a ball and lay in bed but I have to get ready soon. I cannot wait for Xmas holidays. Although I’ll still be stressing about work the entire time then. sigh I feel helpless.