There's something very undignified in being forced to wake up early in the morning, when you're dead tired, dragging yourself to a place where you don't want to be, and having to deal with so much shit, deal with other people, having to clean up mess, getting very uncomfortable to arrange stuff, you have to be on a high level of concentration, patience, and you have to endure so much physical and mental pain. I'd rather have an end stage cancer just so I don't have to work for the next 3 decades.