I have a pretty good job now. I get benefits and decent pay. Where I work is what I’ve been looking for in a job. I also have money saved up. However, I’m still completely burnt out and depressed. I have an artistic/creative mind and the monotonous days and work that I do literally makes me feel like I’m going to waste. I wish I could make money as a traveling musician. Instead I’m sending emails and mailing letters for 40 hours a week, wasting my potential away and wanting to crash my car everyday or run away on the way to work. Sorry to bitch in this sub again. I just feel like there’s no escape and it blows my mind how some people never question wasting away life like this.