I literally hate my job. It pays somewhat well for my age and my responsibilities but I’m mentally and emotionally exhausted. I’ve been applying to other jobs but nothing. And I’ve been applying for weeks. I’m tired. I don’t like working for other people but I’m not one of those people who can just quit and wait for the next opportunity. That’s not secure to me. I literally get so depressed logging onto work every morning, it’s sickening. I need some motivation, a new opportunity, a pick me up. Because I feel like I’m losing myself. I’m college graduated but I’m not using my degree so I’m just working 9-5s until I can start my own business and live the life I want to live. I’m just not there yet. I just don’t know how long I can take this because I truly don’t desire to work for anyone else or at all for that matter.