One job I was simply let go due to Covid in 2020, but the other three have all been in healthcare. I’ll try to make this short and simple. I went to cosmetology school from 2014-2015 and I didn’t really enjoy it. So I joined the military. I got out of the Navy in 2018, and wanted to be in healthcare. 2018-2019 I worked at an Urgent Care and worked front desk verifying insurance, answering phones, etc. I wanted to do more clinical stuff, so they trained me in the back quickly, they put me through NCT training which was like 2 weeks to learn how to do simple X-rays, and long story short I was “fired” because I “Couldn’t perform the tasks or I didn’t have critical thinking skills.” (During this time I felt the hate towards staff and nurses and felt like I didn’t belong, it made me nervous, stressed,)
After that, This made me want to push harder, I went to college and did a phlebotomy course and I wanted to start small because I didn’t want to jump into a healthcare career yet like nursing, until I knew for sure what I wanted to do. I worked for a dermatology office as a medical assistant, and we all got let go due to Covid, so then I found another job at another Urgent Care as an X-ray tech/Medical Assistant, I again felt negative vibes with the staff and then I was fired 4 months later in January of this year.
During these times I was able to collect unemployment, but sketchy of the job searches, interviews, etc. I recently got a job at a hospital last month doing X-rays since I have my NCT license for limited X-rays. I was fired after 2 weeks because “They thought I had been doing X-rays for 2 years, and that my skills were not good basically.” Also during this time I was treated poorly by the co workers, had terrible anxiety, and felt the weird vibes.
Now I am lost, depressed, unmotivated, broke, sad, I need any advice please.