I’m 40. My life is a nightmare. It will never get better.

Every day I think “tomorrows the day I throw myself off a building” then I dont. I have heart issues from working too hard. I live in an apartment. I drive a 2010 ford focus. Im fat as fuck. I work in restaraunts. I fucking hate it here. I can't wait for the heart attack. Maybe 10 more years if im lucky. Welcome to.my TED talk