I’m a 40year old man making 70k a year. But still doesn’t feel enough

I have 2 kids and never had financial literacy until about 5/6 years ago. Well now that my kids are older and are used to pre pandemic lifestyle I just don’t make enough to support us and I will be going to Pizza Hut to leave an application for part time delivery. Mind you I have a professional career. But fuck this is some humbling shit. Good thing I smoke copious amounts of