i’m a High-school Senior and i can barely get through a day of highschool in the special needs program.

i get incredibly exhausted from school and i have a para to help me and most of my classes are in a special room. but i can’t handle the emotional labor of having to smile and be nice. and the actual labor of my school assignments i don’t know how i could handle a job or college. and my dad is a conservative that when i asked him to help a homeless person said “don’t feed the squirrels” and is pushing me to get a job or go to college the second i’m out of highschool