My first job was at a retail clothing store back in 2016. I did retail for a few years and decided I was sick of it and then I went into the restaurant industry in 2019. Even though the pay was slightly better in restaurants I have been verbally abused everywhere I go by the general public. So much so that I don’t even feel like myself anymore. I used to be a people pleaser and I always saw the best in people but now every time I see someone walk into my store I can’t help but feeling a little scared. I’m now a pharmacy tech and I was expecting to like it more than my previous jobs but it’s just the same thing all over again. Constant phone ringing people yelling at me but at least my coworkers are really nice. I’m just so sad that everywhere I go I end up dreading the job which ends up making my life so hard and so unbearable. I feel like I am eternally burnt out I desperately want to switch over to a new job again but I just know it will be the same shit all over again and I have bills to pay. I hate being a part of society so much no amount of therapy makes me happy. Is there anything I can do besides feel bad about myself? Any jobs where I only have to deal with co workers?