I’m so miserable at work. I wake up and cry every day, literally I cry. I have 10 alarms set to make me get out of bed. I’ve stopped wearing makeup/dressing nice for my role.
I’ve burnt through all of my personal time but have been granted two FMLA day a month to use when ever and I’m always using them.
I avoid my work despite meeting numbers because I no longer want to go above and beyond. I just want to do the bare minimum. I get no satisfaction from my job anymore.
The insurance is nice and allows me to get therapy and I’ve had FMLA approved for a while now which is nice.
The pay sucks though for what I do. I’m a banker and I make just barely 15 an hour.
I want to leave but I have no college degree. I’m scared to leave because of the health insurance and FMLA.
I feel like I have no marketing skills and that no one will want me.
It also doesn’t help that I can’t stand the people I work for. The managers torment daily. The company ignores people with their concerns and even promoted someone who sexually harassed me to a higher position.
My mom died three weeks ago and work expected me to get over in 3 bereavement days.