I'm glad I found this subreddit. It's helped me realize I'm not a freak for not wanting to work. Every day I get up, work my job, get home, go to my second job because I can't afford to live on a full time job, come home, sleep, mayyyyyybe get a day off if I'm lucky, go to work, etc.
Every morning I wake up extremely irritated that I have to do this to survive. I'm not a pleasant person anymore. I'm just tired, and irritated, and angry, and overwhelmed with depression when I realize I'm stuck.
“Go off grid! Start your own business!”
Bitch, I'm trying. That takes time and money, and I can barely afford to support myself and my family, much less try to find what I'm good at.
Sorry for the rant. I'm just so DONE. It's so much.
Oh, I live in the US btw. So before suggesting therapy, reminder that Healthcare is expensive af here. And my insurance is shit. But I pay $600 a month for. And it covers maybe $16 out of a $300 appointment. And insurance gets to decide if a medication is “necessary “, and if not they won't cover it. Fuck.