I'm an esthetician at *insert shitty chain company here*. I've been trying to find another job for the past 6 months, meanwhile my shitty bosses keep slashing my paycheck. I'm writing this after yet another slash. I love doing what I do, but I don't know how much longer I can keep going. That's all anyone says to me, keep going. I've kept going, and it's gotten me nowhere. I don't know how much longer I can keep banging my head against this wall. I'm so tired of always having to scrimp and save and beg. All I ever wanted to do was something that was meaningful to me but it seems I can't have that without giving up my humanity.