So, I've never been “anti-work”… not until recently. I (22f) have recently had a lot going on. Between moving and the death of my father, i've been all over the place. I come from poverty. We never had a lot of money. I grew up watching both of my parents break their bodies and minds just so we could have running water. I currently live with my mother and grandparents (one sibling) and I have been struggling a lot with my mental health… A LOT a lot. I have been experiencing episodes of blurry vision, ringing ears and it's made me collapse very quickly twice. It started recently. Our insurance rates went up, so our Copay is high now. I only work part time under the table at the moment, but even that has been very difficult for me. I have had a difficult time with doctors with my issues, mental and physical. I've almost passed out twice at work, i struggle sleeping, and eating now. I am not sure what to do, the idea of working and taking care of myself at the same time makes me just want to give up now. taking care of myself is a job for me. i'm so unhappy with the idea of my future. i wanna give up.