why tf is all work so demanding nowadays? i feel like all the more simple jobs have disappeared and if a job is easy enough to do, it's physically very demanding. the ones that aren't demanding physically or have shifts in some really shitty hours are very responsible ones where you have to be able to do a bunch of stuff and i'm just so over it.
my employers and my job seemed really chill in the beginning, but i'm starting to feel that the job is too responsible for me and when i underperform i can't wrap my head around why everyone gets so mad.. no one will die if i do my job poorly. i have started resenting the thought of working any job altogether, having to use more than 8 hours of my day representing a company and their values, that's not freedom