I have really bad depression and get into these spells of not being able to do basic human functions. I’ve called in sick like 5 times in the last month. I work for a shitty motel doing housekeeping, the job is so irrelevant but yet I feel so guilty.
I just wish that life didn’t have to be like this. There’s so much more to being alive than cleaning peoples piss off of toilets for a barely liveable wage