Sorry if this personal venting but I hope it is placed here. And it got really long.
So three months ago, I asked HR to move me out of that environment because when I asked my boss to move me out he said that there is nothing he can do but we have to wait for HR.
When I finally talked to HR the moment I got there I just feel uncomfortable how they’re typing and recording all my answers.
I didn’t even want to tell the boss about this female who is so toxic and each day making my life hell, she just hates me for just existing since I don’t even talk to her, so what would her problem with me is beyond me.
The bad about this workplace is they’re so bored and talk shit about everyone as pastime and I became a subject of this gossip.
Then I have a stalker co worker who is obsessed with me even though he’s got a family in another country.
I told HR and what they get? Slap in the wrist of don’t do it again it’s against company policy bullshit if they’d ever been talked to.
So there I was in my new shift and suddenly the female ex co worker kept showing up for overtime! Then kept gossiping about me.
And then this Mexican male chismosa as well began to use as their way to spread gossip about me. Because the ex toxic female co worker is friends with my new manager.
The problem just kept persisting and this chismosa have even tried too hard to be my friend when I was in break room he was like all friendly to me only to keep shit talking, the problem with these people is I can hear them talking and they’re too dumb to see that I can tell they’re talking about me.
All the fucking smirking and looking at me, making all the gestures I was doing such as putting my lip balm because my lips were dried.
All I think about how much depleted and depressed I am even after work hours and I am so fucking glad to be out of the hell hole during my days off I can be me! Thank God!
I have anxiety and used to have terrible anxiety so that’s what making me feel vulnerable at work and all the gossiping about me is making my life a living hell!
I wish I don’t care what they all said because all is that is empty words and if ever they should hurt themselves because karma will get their asses and hope they get fired for doing something illegal at work such that my manager isn’t even on the floor most of the day just kept vaping in his car!
So when my a co worker friend ask me to do overtime I just said and thinking why would I want to spent my day to get my blood pressure up to do more hell and get so crazy.
And that’s another thing, everyone calling me crazy when I see them they’re the crazy ones. The chismosa guy for example is so stupid he didn’t even finish high school and then doing double agent that he’s talking to me like a friend that I could confide to him about my problems being all nice to my face only to be talking shit about me to everyone and calling me crazy?!
Who’s the crazy one! Smh
It’s really not work it, this stupid pay rate isn’t all worth all the emotional harassment, that sometimes I have to deal with drinking.