So context I’m disabled my whole life …it’s been my excuse for not working…I’m pretty sure I could do it if I tried but I’m afraid of a hierarchy they’ve built at wherever i go and to be honest I’m weak when it comes to that
I’ve been feeling useless lately and when I tell people this
“Oh you should get a job “
And I smile and agree but really do I want one not only cuz I don’t drive so I have to rely on everyone else to take me pick me up which is embarrassing enough but taking orders from someone that doesn’t like me for no reason I can’t deal with. I’m not sure what I’m trying to get with this post but I want to not feel useless and a job won’t make me any happier it’ll just shift my anxiety