I have been unemployed for 3 months. Not on any benefits, just living off of some savings. I apply for jobs and get frustrated by a lot due to the entire process. Sending out tons of applications and barely getting any quality prospects. But for some reason, when I do get a job offer, I change my mind. I know this is incredibly frustrating for the employer and I want to stop doing it. But the thought of working just makes me sick to my stomach.
I am 32 and I don’t want to be like this. I have talked about this to a therapist and she just tells me to try different medications/ exercise/ work on my anxiety journal.
But it’s something deep in my soul. I literally have no passion anymore. No dreams. I feel so fake when I interview, because I don’t mean anything I say and my history of doing modeling/acting is probably the only reason I’m even believable.
Is there something that can be done? I need to get off my ass and work