Post Traumatic Stress from work Disorder. Unemployment Insurance will run out soon, and I’m trying to start my own business but it’s not happening. I am terrified of going back into a toxic work environment with bullying assholes whose only real job is to abuse the people actually generating profit

I've been lying on my UI forms and just reading books while claiming to be looking for work. The books are on customer service and how to start your own business.

But the capital it takes is just more than I have in savings. My credit score is excellent but because of student loans, my debt to income ratio makes me ineligible for the funds to start even the most cost effective business plan.

Just to rub salt in the wound, my asshole rich-kid childhood friend is starting his 5th (FIFTH!!!) business after the first four failed, and bankrupted him… four fucking times. But he has no student loan debt weighing him down, and a BA degree from a party college. He has never paid a single employee more than minimum wage and still went bankrupt FOUR FUCKING TIMES!!!! But, there he is on my FB, posting about his new business “venture” as if no one knows

I dunno what to do. I'm posting this for no other reason than to vent. Good luck to you all but if you're not born into wealth, you better be greedy as shit, and ready to punk any desperate person that applies to work for you… or you're fuct, evidently