Basically what the title says. I'm 19 and I already dread working every single day. I work full time and live on my own so one missed bill means my life is over. I'm tired of it. I don't really have any ambition. I'm sure everyone would look down on me for saying this, but I'd honestly be content sitting in a dark room all day cuddling and playing videogames with my boyfriend.
I hardly make enough to get by and things just are getting more expensive. I feel like I'm just living to pay bills. I'm always under financial stress, and I'm so terrified one day I won't be able to afford an expensive car fix, or a health emergency. Sorry, but this just sucks. Someone will say “lol that's what adulthood is all about” yeah I know and I hate it. And it won't end for at least 40 years, if I actually make it that far considering basic healthcare is so expensive.