I went on a interview yesterday. Wasn’t hired on the spot so didn’t get the job even though they say bs to make you feel like you might get it. But they asked “why I want to work their” and every time I have to answer this question to an employer I have to say “I need money?”. Like why the fuck else would I get a job? This stupid question always bothers me cause I’m very honest and straight forward. And I know the people don’t want to hear that, they want to hear what they want to hear. I’m very forward, I don’t want to climb ladders, I just want a simple job with simple pay not even high pay just pay.
This part is just me venting and bitching so feel free to ignore this part.
Since this is my post and I’m just frustrated with humans as a whole and at myself.
Near my mid 30s and I know I made bad decisions like focusing on video games to hard in my youth or dating awful women that always cleared my bank account. Hell I love weed but I spent way to much on it. (Need to learn to grow). But now I want to be self employed and sell a product (legal mushroom products/ mushroom farmer) I did my research and can do the job easy over all except the last part which is growing it out of fruiting block. Mainly cause of temp control. So i need to build a 8x8x8 insulated cube as a fruiting chamber but that requires more money than I got in savings atm. So that’s why I’m needing a simple job. But every fucking one Iv interviewed in last few weeks all ask if I could work cook. Like No Mother Fucker I applied for dish stop baiting people to work other positions and give me the fucking job you posted you needed help with. I swear fucking bosses want me to take off my pants so they can fuck me over. My last job skimmed my over time so I put in my two weeks. Previous boss was lazy and a total piece of shit. He had the balls to complain that he had to cover someone who’s recent lover and friend died and expected them to work the shift later.
Iv been working since 15. And in the 15+ years working Iv learned I can’t depend on a company to pay me a livable wage unless I climb that corporate dick. And I won’t. So no, loyalty and hard work don’t payoff. And because I do simple work I’m apparently not worth the money even though no one else wants to do it so I tend to leave as loyal good workers don’t mean shit to the boss. Just that you make him his money and not cost him, then maybe he will give you a sliver of that pie. Dude I do all the physical work and all you do Is Order supplies and bark orders. Can’t stand a cheerleader for a boss. Either you are working for you money like me or you need to get the fuck out of my face. My last job no joke had 5 regional changes, 5 district changes, and 5 GM changes in the span of two years. Was to the point I chewed every boss that walked through the door as they all took a job they had no business in. Not a god damn one worked in a kitchen before (I asked them) but they expected to tell me how to work, each one had their own ideas on how to run a kitchen. I’m very much a no BULLSHIT guy and people see my aggressive side when they do. Hell I was offered the position of “GM” I didn’t want that headache. I’m just tired of humans and their bull. I got nothing in life and I mean nothin and all I want at this point is my own business and just say fuck the world. So wish I was better as a person and not a walking fuck up.