I’ve always been anti-work, and I knew my first job would be a problem. I didn’t expect it to be this bad though.
I’m on my second day right now and I’ve done literally nothing but contemplate quitting. It’s a well paying job in analytics, but I feel physically I’ll when I think about this job. Literally sitting there for hours on end doing nothing but staring at numbers and making visualizations.
I woke up last night at 3 AM and just started browsing my phone – anything so I don’t have to sleep and work when I wake up. I had bad nausea this morning when I woke up and felt like I was going to throw up. My chest feels like it weighs a thousand pounds. I don’t know if I can do this. I miss my dog so much, too. I’ve never been away from her this much and I just want to be around her.
It doesn’t help when you feel like you’re in the wrong career field. This shit sucks, I don’t know what to do and I’ve never felt like this before.