I'm a 26 year old unemployed man living in a rural area in North America where the only jobs are 9-12 hour shifts, I've tried to suck it up and deal with a long shift job but within a year my mental state was brought low enough that I was suicidal and tried. I've been searching and searching and I am to the point of near daily panic attacks over having nothing to show for my age and no income. Since my last job close to 5 years ago I've had a total of 2 interviews. I need help, I need advice. The description for the community says that this is a place for help with work and job struggles, well I am definitely struggling.