I've been unemployed for a little over a month now after walking out on my job at a FedEx warehouse. The conditions were so horrendous, including, but not limited to: constant risk of heat stroke due to no A/C, low wages and hours ($14/hr at about 24 hrs a week), and a lack of safety precautions.
Even before that, I have been going in between entry level jobs including other warehouse jobs, movie theaters, hotels, etc. Nothing seems to stick bc I always end up depressed after a few months, if that. But now it has gotten to the point where I'm too anxious to even find another job. In my head, I know that if I could make money doing what I wanted to do, I would be a billion times happier, but all of my interests work-wise are unattainable (streaming, music, game development).
I would go back to school for some sort of degree in a field I'm interested in, but I can't afford it, my family refuses to assist, and I don't qualify for enough financial aid.
Kinda just yelling into the void at this point, but it is what it is lmao.