I don't know why. I've been there for less than 2 years. My boss is toxic, always yelling at me, ignoring me, super passive aggressive. He takes any chance he gets to insinuate that I'm stupid. It's taken me until now to stop justifying his behavior because he let me off work a lot for medical reasons, I had to tell myself that that's what he's supposed to do. But my biggest problem is leaving my coworker. She's become such a good friend of mine and has been there for me through so much. I just feel like a dick because they will check their email in the morning and it'll be a slap in the face. But I just can't take it anymore. I'm tired of leaving work crying, walking on eggshells, and barely able to get out of bed in the morning because of the anxiety. I don't deserve this, my husband doesn't deserve it and neither does my daughter.