i have a job in customer service with a start up. for a while i felt really good about it, then i started to slip on focus, i made a couple of mistakes, felt demoralized, last week the vice president of customer service was let go for a mere disagreement with one of the owners of the company. they blamed it on “performance issues” but we all know that’s not the case.
i’m feeling really shitty about working now. every time i think about work or start work id rather crawl under a rock and die. they’re switching things up – we’re doing more on demand shipping and it’s extremely taxing and requires more phone calls over emails.
but i need money. and i only have 6 months experience at this company so it wouldn’t make sense to try and move to another one. i only make $41k at this job but it’s wfh and i can do rover/house sit while i work.
the way i’m feeling makes me lose focus even more / make more mistakes. i don’t know what to do to make this feeling go away. it keeps getting worse. help 🙁